an encounter

so there’s a radio station here that has a Korean segment every night and i got hooked in listening and requesting. gah. i’ve been tuning in every night for two weeks now. but tonight was a different experience.

i hope i can just not talk about it. but i can’t.. it was just.. different.

he did nothing but tease me and piss me off. but i liked that conversation. weird ei? he also said i’m a weirdo.

well maybe i’m a weirdo. it was such an unexpected conversation. i just called up to do my friend a favor but something else happened. i forgot about everything i am supposed to do and spent an hour of my life talking to someone i don’t even know. i enjoyed it. that one-hour encounter was a fraction of my life that i came out of my box. for the first time. this big smile painted in my face right now.. i can’t explain it.

back to reality. i still have lots of school requirements to make.

– darksphere

on marky cielo’s death

the first time i heard about it, my first reaction was, “OMG, wala pa  mi nagkita sa personal! nganu namatay na man xa??” i’m a big fan of his. i cried on his winning moment in Starstruck. i admire his determination to reach his dreams and i admired him more for being a good role model to the Filipino youths of today. his dancing skills will blow you away. his acting, though he’s still new to showbiz, is good too. he’s one of my showbiz crushes. and when i heard about the news, i was really saddened. who would expect it? he was so young. he hadn’t even had his “biggest break” yet.

i still can’t believe he’s gone. i’m not a die-hard fan to the extent that i wouldn’t ever miss watching his shows or let an update about him slip away without me knowing. i don’t watch GMA shows now as much as i used to before. but whenever i have the chance, i take time to watch a show he’s in and evaluate how he’s improved and mind you, everytime i get to see him on TV, i always feel proud that i once voted for him in Starstruck. another interesting fact about him is that he is very proud of his Igorot roots. see? who wouldn’t fall for him? [gwapo na, maayo pa musayaw, and i believe he’s geneuinely nice a person. wala koy nadunggan na naintriga xa nga naay kaaway or something like that]

that’s it.. one minute he’s on TV, dancing.. the next, news about his death is airing… so sad. such a promising young soul… i hope you’re happy wherever you are..

death.. there’s always a reason for everything.. including death.. to others it may hurt like hell but we don’t know just why God permitted it.. and we have no right to question it. all that’s left to do is to live our lives.. live like you’ll die tomorrow.. live.  T.T

i’m so sad. dili man unta mi close. hahay.

[pinoy kaayo xag beauty. kasayang ba jud. tsk. tsk.]

image credits : pinoy.rickey.org, markycielo.net, [google images]

full news article : inquirer

may he rest in peace.

– darksphere