it’s 3 am and i’m awake. i slept early last night. yep, my old sleeping patterns are back. not. haha. i CAN sleep early now BUT i also wake up very early. haha. it’s no use i think. because to sum it all, i still get the same total hours of slumber. how sad. but.. maybe i should dwell on the brighter side.. i slept early last night. haha.
school’s starting to get serious, boring, difficult. and.. i just have to talk about this. i am so not ready for CSc182(Software Engineering II). we are to pass our system proposal tomorrow for evaluation. my groupmate and i decided to just continue what we have done last semester but we need to broaden the scope of the system. i don’t know how we’re going to do that. and instead of thinking about it last night, i… just slept. haha. see how much i despise Software Engineering now? i know.. i need to get back to focus. i really need to.. just how am i going to do that?? T.T
i switched back to windows xp last weekend. and i just love how better my laptop performs now. i can install PhotoshopCS3 together with Visual Studio and other apps without worrying about how slow my computer runs and ‘hangups’.. i tried to install a vista transformation pack but i failed. haha. i didn’t like it. so the vista-like theme and cursor tweaking answered my worries of missing the vista interface. yey. i missed photoshop. though i’m not that good in photoshoping, i can settle for mediocrity since i never loved making visual art myself. haha. [taman ra ko tan-aw di ko kabalo mubuhat ug ako.] maybe this Christmas break i’ll be starting to make some photoshop experiments again. i’m excited. i want to do it asap but my studies are not permitting me.
since teachers are now starting to give us projects to work on, there will be less getting-crazy-over-kpop-people, and.. less time to hangout with my close friends. i think i’m gonna miss the latter more. these past few weeks i think there wasn’t a week that i didn’t go out or have overnights with them. it’s okay even if i didn’t get to save some bucks since we were not able to have lots of girl bonding last semester. i’m gonna miss our ‘talks'[haha. sa makasabot lang] and of course the feeling-rich-meals we always have. haha. ’til next time gals.. we need to be serious with studies now. [ows?]
christmas is approaching.. yeah. gifts. food. holidays. not that enticing for me.
argh. what i really wanted to post about was my rants about my CSc182!! turns out i wrote a life update.. haha.
i need to try to sleep again. babye.
– darksphere