tomorrow it’s gonna be April. oh how fast time flies. too many things happened that went undocumented for March. it seems that i am now the one trying to catch up with my own life. haha. funny isn’t it?
when you focus all your attention on a circumstance, it’ll eat you up and you’ll forget that you still have your whole world to attend to. one should not be too serious with life and living it. once you get so determined and focused to perfecting an aspect of it, the more vulnerable you will be to pain and failures. i am not saying that one should just breeze though life that easy but there are the words balance, priority, and prayer.
i am thankful for the not-so-good moments that happened this month (the INC for a major subj + disappointments [myself and others] ) because in the end, i realized that they all have the same purpose and that’s for my own good – for me to learn. everything worked for my maturity. the pains of growing up.. every little step is making me stronger..
things change. people change. time makes it possible. the conspiracy of time, God, and every decision a man does makes change possible. and not all the time change will be for your happiness. but also it will not all the time for your disappointment. but change will always be for the better. one should just look on another angle.
i’m happy now. not elated but happy and contented. i made a lot of mistakes, cried, laughed, and cried again but i realized that “hey, how many times do i have to tell you that this is life!? all of these define life! it’s normal ’cause you’re living!”
- darksphere
