a friend, a lover, a travelmate..

October 21, 2009 at 7:49 pm · Filed under kinabuhi

I miss being in love. I miss smiling for a cute gesture. I miss daydreaming. I miss singing lovesongs while cleaning my room.

Being in love is one of the nicest feelings in the world. When you feel it, you think there’s no tomorrow. When you’re in love you spend a lot of time being unproductive at work or at school but it’s not a big deal for you because no matter how bad your day is, it will always end up great because of him. You mess up at work or school but just a simple smile would take all the frustrations away.

Being in love, for me, is like sitting in the beach, enjoying the beauty of the sunset. Just staring at the beautiful colors of the sky, feeling the wind, listening to the music of the waves, sipping a glass of wine, forgetting about the rest of the world and its problems – you smile like you’ve never been in pain, you’re in love.

Isn’t it great? You wake up in the morning knowing that your day will always end right despite the troubles that might come and distract you.

Being in love, is like travelling – riding a bus, looking forward to your destination, feeling the wind of the new place, being excited of what’s to come, not fearing of getting lost, not caring about how long the ride may take, just enjoying the company of the wind, your map, and your dreams.

Love, for me, is the ride of your lifetime, the travel destination of your dreams.

At first, you imagine it, you research about it, you get excited about getting there, you are motivated to go there, you work hard to get there. Then, you achieve it, you get there, you enjoy it, you do whatever you can not to lose your dream. Sometimes, you will need to go home. But you will long for it again, and you go back – you go back to the place you have dreamed of and have become your happiness, your dream come true.

It’s a lot like friendship too, love.

You need a friend to have friendship, someone to experience loving, and a travelmate to enjoy the ride. I want my next love to be a friend, a lover, and a travelmate.

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haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. so cheezy. i’m in love but to no particular person. i just miss being in love.. i still have a lot to learn.. i don’t know if i’m ready. but i think i’m willing to try.. experience dictates that i should not rush things again.. now, friendship is the best that i can give and am willing to receive..

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It’s Depressing

September 16, 2009 at 9:06 am · Filed under kinabuhi

There’s not much going on these days, lots of suspensions of classes, lots of lazy days for me, and lots of food trips. We also have lots of school requirements to pass but I haven’t started doing one – lazy days, lazy days.. When will I ever stop cramming? It’s already rooted in my system ever since highschool. I can’t generate good ideas anymore unless it’s the eleventh hour. Just as what my teacher once said, “deadlines make miracles.” I know I should change this. I hate being almost-late but I like the rush of beautiful ideas during deadlines. hahaha!

Kpop scene is depressing. Jaebum left for Seattle last last week leaving 2PM without a leader and one member less. That’s not 2PM anymore right? Sigh. I’m actually upset with Korean netizens for making such a big issue about those MySpace comments. I mean if I were a Korean, I’d also be mad about that but considering that those comments were written years ago, and after reading Jaebum’s explanation, I’d forgive him. I understand what he was going through that time enduring a very stressful training away from home without even an assurance that all his hard work will pay off. Also, even though he’s Korean, he was basically new to Korea that time and found it hard to adjust to a culture so different from American culture where he grew up. I just think that Koreans were really really unfair to him. 2PM activities were also postponed and appearances of other members in shows(regular shows and guestings alike) were called off. Well, he voluntarily left the group and abandoned his position so I’ll respect that. He needs time to be away and reflect too. On the other hand, the controversy involving TVXQ and SM Entertainment also worries me. I don’t want TVXQ to separate. They’re the best Korean boyband I know in terms of singing abilities. And after so many years of being together and so many albums they released, it would be really hurtful for fans like me to see them break up. I’m not saying they are on the verge of breaking up but logically, if the two parties cannot have an agreement that will settle the issue about TVXQ’s “slave contract” with SM, I don’t think it’s possible that Changmin and Yunho will stay at SM and Micky, Xiah and Jaejoong will leave SM and they’ll still be TVXQ! There are even rumors that their upcoming performance might be their last performance together as TVXQ. Oh no. I pray that it won’t happen or they will break millions of hearts of the biggest fan club in the world.

Well, enough of being a fan girl, last week, I said a lot of hurtful things to someone. I hoped he’d understand but I he didn’t. I am trying my best not to regret those words even though it’s so hard. It’s been a long and difficult battle doings things you know you’re not happy with and trying to be the best in a field I don’t really like just to please people. I messed up a lot of times. I always mess up but I’m so tired of wondering if I’d still mess up this big had I taken the road my heart wants to follow. I know I hurt him but I’ve been hurting too. I’m just so tired and so fed up with all these frustrations. Now, I am on reflection slash soul-searching mode. hehe. And I hope I’ll get through this soon. I know I can. These trials will just pass. I’m thankful I have good friends who never leaves my side and never tires to listen and advice me.

Sigh. Such an emo post I have there. I’m depressed so bear with me. I’ll be okay soon.

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of love and the one

September 8, 2009 at 2:00 am · Filed under Uncategorized ·Tagged , , , , , ,

do you believe in destiny? do you believe that someday, somewhere, there’s someone that you are meant to be with for the rest of your life if not forever? these are the questions i often ask those people around me. some said yes, some said destiny is a lie. i often ask myself these questions too. and i’ve always been consistent.. so far. haha! but i wasn’t consistent on the reasons.. on my reactions..

there’s this one show i watched today, it’s a series actually, and i’m following it, it’s about two souls that met during their childhood days and got separated by circumstances [maybe fate]. and met again, they didn’t know that they’ve already met.. they don’t recognize each other anymore. but they’re still waiting for each other, believing that he is the “one” for her and she’s the “one” for him. hmmm.. i just got reminded of how i see matters like that a few weeks back..

what’s the story? i wouldn’t dig into the details. but let’s just say there’s someone that all these years i’ve been considering as “the one” for me. a childish love but i took seriously. a lesson to be learned, but i dwelt at too much. too much that even though i was doing fine, i know the world continued living and there’s one part of me that stopped and was stranded. it was unhealthy. i thought it was the right thing to do because i believe in destiny, in fate, and i believe that everything i was doing with him in mind will eventually lead us back to where we are destined to be. [or what i believed we were destined to be.] hmmm.. in each other’s arms? haha! silly, but yes, that’s what i imagined it to be. that all of these are just tests, and just streets we need to walk through, that in the end, it’s still gonna be us. of all the things that i don’t have confidence in doing, that belief was one of the few ones i was sure of. i continued of living, i moved on, i didn’t feed my broken heart. because deep down in me, was that strong inspiration.

then out of nowhere, in the midst of all the crowd dancing, alcohol pouring, and smoke in the air, i ended up crying and saying his name. that’s when i realized that even though i was okay, i wasn’t in pain, i was hopeful and happily waiting for him, but i was putting myself into a prison that i myself made. a prison built by lies. because i just didn’t want to accept that that’s the end of my story. because i still believed in fairy tales, in Korean love stories, that  i thought i despised. i kept on thinking, why and how it happened, and i found out why – why i am still living in despair, even though i’m so good in hiding it. but i didn’t find out how it happened, and i think it’s going to be harder if i bother tracing.

so from then on, i decided to accept it, that that’s really how it ends and that you should not wait for people, for circumstances, and for time, to put and end to your story. your death or you loved ones death should determine the end of your story. because not all stories end when death comes, and some continue after death, some end before it. why death? because, i thought my life is the also the lifeline of my story. i didn’t understand that my life is my time, and throughout my time, i make my stories, lots of stories – thousands of starts and endings..and it took me a while to realize that. but it was worth it.

some stories may end up happy, some stories don’t. that’s a fact.

i still believe in destiny. i still believe in “the one.” but the difference now is that my story featuring him as “the one” have ended. and it was a happy ending.

i still believe in destiny. i still believe in “the one.” and i’m still open to the possibility the he might still come into my life again. our story has ended. but my life is my time, another story can start.

one really must know when to let go – when to end a story, flip a page, and start again.

so for that drama that i’ve been following, i can’t say that they’re wrong or right because it’s a drama, a show. there are things that only happen in dramas. but if it happens in someone’s life, let’s just say… that’s their story. that’s where choice meets destiny. that’s how they chose their story to be.

i still believe in destiny. i still believe in “the one.”

- darksphere

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my current kpop playlist..

August 1, 2009 at 10:03 pm · Filed under Uncategorized

Invisible Person (투명인간) – Son Dam Bi

>> this one of my favorite Kpop songs. will never be erased from my playlist.

Nothing Better – Jong Yup (Brown Eyed Soul)

>> it was sung by JongHyun of  SHINee, Seulong of 2AM, and Nichkhun of 2PM. But the original version of Jong Yup is the best. I love the piano background.

Love is all lie (사랑..다 거짓말) – Lyn

>> this one will also be in my playlist forever. hehe. i love Lyn’s voice and the lyrics.

A Goose’s Dream – Insooni

>> my life’s current theme song. Enough said.

Don’t Go, Don’t Go – Brown Eyes

>>one of the best Korean Ballads i’ve heard.

I Have a Lover  (애인 있어요) – Lee Eun Mi

>>Great voice, great song, plus, the lyrics

Eotteokkhajyo  – Jisun

>> It’s from Boys Over Flowers OST Volume 2.

I Know – Someday

>>Another favorite from Boys Over Flowers OST Volume 1.

talk about rain, and pillows, and being alone. hahahaha! yes, i love ballads. perfect for relaxation. just don’t dig through those heartaches and enjoy the music. (haha if you can do that.)

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a life update..

August 1, 2009 at 8:30 pm · Filed under kinabuhi

i miss writing. i think i got so busy and consumed with the the happiness of me getting over the “emo” stage as they say. but well, here i am again, writing, a little sad, and been thinking about a lot of things.

we just finished our mini-magazine and passed it on the eleventh hour. i’m so proud of it. i’ve never been this proud of my work. well, it’s not really my work. we’re in a group and i did some of the articles. i love writing and i’m just so happy of how well it turned out. i think i’m gonna contribute articles in some magazines someday. probably one of the things i’d try before i die. hehe.

hmmm.. what’s up? i still can’t believe i’m on my fourth year in college now. i have a lot of fears, because i don’t have much faith in myself that i can make it. yes, say it, i always put myself down. but that’s true, i won’t argue. it’s just that even though i already love IT, i know that i’m just studying for the sake of studying. this is not what i really do. i keep telling myself that i just need to endure this but i guess i need to find a way to enjoy what i have now. it’s not what i want, it’s not great, but life isn’t long and the more i hate this, the longer i have to wait for what i think would really make me happy and the more difficult it’s gonna be.

how can i get to that mountain if i skip some parts of the map right?

these days, i feel that i am free. for the first time i feel that i’m not bounded by responsibilities of all sorts. why? because i chose to forget about all those things that put me in a box me for a while – just a couple of weeks.. until now i’m still not used to it.. the feeling that no thought, no responsibilities control me. haha! i know i need to wake up from this soon. i can’t decide if it’s a nightmare or a good dream. but i know i’ll definitely learn something from this. i gotta try and do the things that i want to do. and i’m starting now but i know myself and i need to keep grounded.

i keep getting impatient about getting my dreams in my hands.. not thinking that the journey to that dream is the one that matters most. buti nalang i got back to my senses now. haha. i know it’ll happen because i’m gonna make it happen no matter what people around me say. but i have to wait.. i have to wait..

here’s a song that brought me to tears when i heard it.. it’s my life’s theme song now. hehe!

A Goose’s Dream – Insooni
Translation by x3Yesung of Soompi

I have a dream,
Even if I’m thrown away or ripped to shreds
Deep in my heart
I have a dream as precious as gem

If by chance, without a reason,
Somebody ridicules me behind my back
I should be patient
I would wait just for that day.

As you always worry,
You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.
Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world
There’s the reality that we can’t turn back already

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can’t tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let’s be together

Yes I have a dream.
I believe in that dream
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can’t tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let’s be together

Yes I, I have a dream
I believe in that dream.
Please watch over me
Standing in front of that cold wall called fate.
I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall
And be able to fly
As high as the sky
This heavy thing called life can’t tie me down
At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let’s be together

Korean Lyrics

거위의 꿈
인순이

난 난 꿈이 있었죠
버려지고 찢겨 남루하여도
내 가슴 깊숙히 보물과 같이
간직했던 꿈
혹 때론 누군가가
뜻 모를 비웃음
내 등뒤에 흘릴때도
난 참아야 했죠 참을수 있었죠
그 날을 위해
늘 걱정하듯 말하죠
헛된 꿈은 독이라고
세상은 끝이 정해진 책처럼
이미 돌이킬수 없는
현실이라고
그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요
그 꿈을 믿어요 나를 지켜봐요
저 차갑게 서 있는
운명이란 벽앞에
당당히 마주칠 수 있어요
언젠가 난 그벽을 넘고서
저 하늘을 높이 날을수 있어요
이 무거운 세상도
나를 묶을순 없죠
내 삶의 끝에서
나 웃을 그날을 함께해요
그 꿈을 믿어요
나를 지켜봐요

I’ll continue dreaming.. i may fail at some point but i’ll protect that dream. i’ll make it come true. i know God is there to help me.

- darksphere

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i’m still that girl.. but i’m trying to be better.

June 14, 2009 at 6:17 pm · Filed under kinabuhi ·Tagged

i welcomed the changes though i did not anticipate them. i believe majority of those are for the better. i’m really thankful. i think i evolved into a new person. i feel renewed. i didn’t know but it was all that i needed. rest, some clamors, a little amount of tears and sorrow, and the people and events who shaped my summer. i’m really thankful. the uber-emo person in me has temporarily subsided. i hope she’ll be gone for good. i wish. haha

but some things remain the same. some bad habits take a while to unlearn. and nobody knows when i will be able to get rid of them.

i’m still the klutzy and lazy fangirl who cleans her room to relieve depression whenever ice cream’s unavailable but a bit wiser now.

i’m still afraid of the future but i have a better vision now. at least as of the moment. lol

i miss the Big Guy of my life. i know i’ve really been drifting far from you as every day passes. i’m sad because of that. i still can’t do it alone. i still and will always need you.

-darksphere

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extended vacation, ah1n1, movies.. lazy days.. ;)

June 11, 2009 at 5:20 pm · Filed under kinabuhi ·Tagged , , , , , , , ,

our classes was supposed to start on the 4th of June but it was moved to June 15 because of CHEd’s announcement because of the on-going fear of the AH1N1 virus. i guess even our school’s alarmed by the virus because there are ah1n1 facts posted in our website. well, that’s good. everybody needs to be informed for prevention.

of course, students are really happy of the announcement because we’ll have one week extension of our summer vacation. more time to be a couch potato, have movie marathons, and pig-out.

i watched seven movies already. most of them Korean. and my favorites are Speed Scandal, Romantic Island, and Frozen Flower. well i watched some of them twice or thrice. especially Speed Scandal. we also watched Fast and Furious 4 just to look for the car chase where a DBSK song was played. haha turned out it was not a car chase but just a chase. hahaha.

i think i got fatter now. blame it to my friends who come over and watch movies with me ’cause we always have food and there’s nothing to do but eat and eat while having our eyes on the movies.

i’ve been blogging too. i updated my other blog and i’m working on how to monetize it. it was okay at first but sometimes i get lazy. haha. and since there’s nothing to do, i am once again an addict netizen. lol. although i’m not that addicted anymore. thanks to my one-month hiatus for OJT.

speaking of OJT, i still haven’t received my compensation. it’s not that high but okay to finance my out-of-town plan but then… i decided to buy a Super Junior CD. hahaha. i’ve always wanted to buy an original CD for my collection (even just one CD is enough) and of course to support my favorite artist but i have no money especially that i still have to pay for the shipping. the first original album i had wat Westlife’s Coast to Coast Cassette Tape. haha. i was still grade 5 then. the second original album was the Boys Over Flowers OST that i won in a raffle. :) and i want my own Super Junior CD Version 3 for myself. aside from the cd and inlay, it also includes a photodiary of Super Junior and the girl i’m buying if from also sells a poster so i’ll also buy one. all in all, it’ll cost me JUST my full OJT allowance. hahaha! but i definitely won’t regret it. [ihope!xD] i hope the compensation would arrive just in time when my order arrives because i’m really afraid that i might spend it on clothes or worse, food. hahahaha.

just this afternoon, i spotted Shrek 3 in HBO while i was going through the channels of the cable. it was just about to start and my sisters joined me in watching. since school got hectic, i never had the chance to catch up on the good movies of 2007 and 2008. yes. poor me. well, just like the other shrek movies, i liked it. i love stories that have moral lessons. i realized tomorrow’s gonna be the weekend and after that we’ll go back to school already. sigh. i still don’t want to go to school. i love the lazy days. hehe. i’m so trying-hard to be excited about the new semester. new challenges to face..

- darksphere

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I Won Something!!

June 3, 2009 at 10:54 pm · Filed under addictions, kinabuhi

wait, it’s not just something! It’s an original, fresh-from-Korea Boys Over Flowers OST Part 2 Album!! I was just browsing through my bookmarked blogs when I found out that Ate Betchay, a Filipina Blogger from Korea was having a contest with the BOF OST2 album as price. I tried my luck and commented for an entry. Then I had to leave for OJT. When i came home one weekend, I had my regular bloghopping and found out that I won!! Well, i was soooooooooooo lucky that out of the 100 people who commented, my number (comment #29) was chosen by the raffle program. hahaha! I won, I won, I won! It’s my first ever package from abroad sent by someone aside from my family so i was super-duper excited. And not only that i received it for free, I am a very big fan of Boys Over Flowers and the album includes 9 photocards, and I also love the theme songs of the drama.

The album actually arrived last Sunday, May 31 in the afternoon but because I was so busy with my project defense and our enrollment, i wasn’t able to post about it immediately.

A BIG BIG BIG THANKS to Ate Betchay for this wonderful price! I’m sooooooo happy about this gift! A gift that i didn’t even ask. Thanks!! You guys should also check out her blog. You might just be the next winner of her contests. Thanks again Ate..

haha my sister documented what happened when the CD arrived.. here are the pics! weeeeeeeeeeeee! i’m really really thankful for the unexpected gift. hope i can do the same in the future. :)

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- darksphere

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it’s over

May 31, 2009 at 12:09 pm · Filed under kinabuhi ·Tagged , , , ,

my summer that is..

Goodbye to the lazy days and hello to notebooks, teachers, and messy schedules again. I’m not excited to go back to school. I don’t want to line up for enrollment and I don’t want to study yet. I’ll be on my Fourth Year now! Wow, I survived three years in IT. Not bad. Though I already have a stained record in my grades for flunking my first major subject, it’s okay.. I learned. [really?] Well anyway, this year is going to be tough. I witnessed how school life was for the people before our batch and I really feared this year to come. More project defenses, plus thesis, plus more defenses. More “overnights” which equates to more pimples and bigger eyebags. Noooooooooo! I don’t want to think about it yet!

To sum up my summer, saying that it was fun is an understatement. No beach and no Davao escapade this year but I enjoyed it. Everything was unplanned. From the company where I had my OJT, to the place I stayed in.

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I had my OJT at Concentrix in Cagayan de Oro City. It’s a Call Center that supports Linksys products (routers, network adapters, etc). I was assigned in the Training Department – the somewhat academy where aspiring agents are, well, trained. Initially, there were only three of us OJTs assigned in our department, me, Leia (my classmate), and Rico (an IT student from Bukidnon) but a week later, we were joined by Rodel ( Rico’s classmate) who was transferred from the HR dept.

i realized we never had a picture with the 4 of us together.. this is our last pic on our last day. with sir weeb, our boss.

i realized we never had a picture with the 4 of us together.. this is our last pic on our last day. with sir weeb, our boss.

Our jobs? hmm.. pretty much IT-related like the reports and report updates, and of course troubleshooting computers, formatting and installing softwares. some “etc” duties are the endless photocopying of training handouts [with the very "jamming" photocopier of concentrix. haha.], setting up the things trainers need (devices, PCs, projectors) and in the afternoon, before we go home, fix them and put them back to their cabs. and who can forget the inventory of the almost 400+ devices of the laboratory!! dang! Give us a Linksys device and we can now tell the model number of that in seconds. hahaha!

But the most important part of our OJT was our mini-trainings thanks to our kind trainers. Our greatest advantage having our OJT in Concentrix was that we are exposed to a lot I mean A LOT of networking devices! Thus, in our free time, we can set up wired and wireless networks with the guidance of some trainers and being in the Training Dept, we are also like participating in their trainings.

our IDs for the Fun Day.. grabbed this photo from leia

our IDs for the Fun Day.. grabbed this photo from leia

Parokya ni Edgar. too bad hindi kami nakapapicture with them. again, i grabbed this pic from leia

Parokya ni Edgar. too bad hindi kami nakapapicture with them. again, i grabbed this pic from leia


We also got to attend the Family Fun Day of the company. There were contests, lots of free food, and a mini concert of the company’s bands and Parokya ni Edgar, yes Parokya ni Edgar. And everything was free! And speaking of parties, how lucky of us, many people in our department had their birthday’s on May and April. Almost everyweek we get together in the pantry with lots of food. haha.

the beautiful house where Leia and I stayed.. again, this is from leia. i never had a chance to take a picture of it. i always forget

the beautiful house where Leia and I stayed.. again, this is from leia. i never had a chance to take a picture of it. i always forget

The place where Leia and I stayed was in one of the most beautiful subdivisions in CDO. The houses there were big, grand, and just amazingly beautiful. Everytime we go hiking around the subdivision, we always get amazed by how nice it is to live there and we forget how tiring and stressful work is. Leia and I stayed at her cousin’s house who comes from a family of politicians. And again, our stay was free. hehe. Great thanks to Leia and her family and of course, the owner of the house, Ate Sana and her family.

i miss the beautiful sunset outside Concentrix after our long work days..

i miss the beautiful sunset outside Concentrix after our long work days..

Sad to say, all things must come to an end. After a month and a week, we had to go home and bid our goodbyes to our OJT-mates, our bosses, and friends. On our last day, they prepared a little party for us. Even in the end, we still get lots of free food. haha! Despite the short period of time of OJT, i’m really thankful for the beautiful memories that I have of the whole OJT experience(good and bad). I will never forget this summer.

Were back in our normal lives now and tomorrow is June, which means we’ll be back in our school life. But the memories and the people we met will always be part of our lives. When I look back and think of this summer, I will definitely smile. Thanks for the whole OJT experience, esp. my travelmate, friend, officemate, and roommate, Leia, and of course, my financer, haha without whom I can’t go back and fort CDO and have my feeling-rich days, my dad!

Finally, Visual Studio has finished installing, now, I’ll get back to coding and preparing for a very late defense tomorrow. Back to reality and goodbye to my feeling-rich and fairy-tale-ish summer. :) :)

-darksphere

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mama.. nanay..

May 10, 2009 at 10:25 am · Filed under kinabuhi ·Tagged , , , , ,

recently, i found it really touching when my OJT-mate told us to he needs to go home(and miss our planned gimik) over the weekend because it’s mother’s day. he could have gone home last weekend since friday was a holiday so he’ll have a long break but he chose to go home this weekend because it’s mother’s day and he’ll be spending it with his family. i was envious.

it’s been six years since she left us. the feeling of emptiness and despair is indescribable especially when you need someone to turn to that you know knows you better than your friends. i miss her so much.

highschool graduation. first boyfriend. proms. college. birthdays. christmases. summers. she missed those events of my life. but i know through it all, she never left me. i can’t feel her presence physically but whenever i feel weak there’s someone who lifts me up and inspires me to go on. when i feel happy i know someone’s smiling over me. she’s watching over my little steps towards maturity.. towards the future that everyday i wish i could spend with her..

when i think about my childhood, i laugh then cry. my biggest regret was not spending 13 years of my life not doing the best that i could to make her the happiest woman on Earth. when i think about what she’s been through and all she did for us, i drown in tears. her life is the most dramatic Maalaala Mo Kaya episode.

thank you for bringing me into this world.
thank you for making our home the best place i could ever imagine to spend my childhood and the rest of my life.
thank you for your pangarals, for yelling and hurting me sometimes. you’re right. it’s for my own good.
thank you for always reminding me to choose the right friends.
thank you for telling me that family comes frist always.
thank you for not leaving me on my first day of school in highschool.
thank you for being super-protective yet supportive in everything i do.
thank you for not coming with me during contests in grade school. you know very well that i can’t concentrate when you’re watching.
thank you for always telling me to love my siblings.
thank you for not giving up on me.
thank you for teaching me about family, love, and life.
thank you for sharing 13 years of your life with me. thank you for living 43 years in this planet.
thank you for being tatay’s wife.
thank you for being our mom.

nobody can ever take your place. the best mother for me, cielo, angel, ate, and kuya mark.
i miss you so much nay. i love you. happy mother’s day.

and to all moms, happy mother’s day. you are the most important woman in every person’s life.

sa mga anak, kung may nanay pa kayo, show her you love her every single moment of your lives. sa mga wala nang nanay, don’t worry, we’ll get to embrace our moms again. someday.. when this life is over.

-darksphere

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